A Year on the Road: A Reflection

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Me–on day one. Lima, Peru

I find myself, in Mexico City. Somehow, an entire year has passed and still I travel. I`m amazed and saddened by how quickly 12 months have passed by me.

May 5, 2012, I eagerly woke at the crack of dawn so my parents could drop me at O`haire. A goodbye that was exciting and happy, though tearful.  My layover flight, overbooked, I volunteered to fly to Panama City for the night. This was a good decision as I spent the evening at a resort with a fun group of fellow volunteers and continued to travel with a few of them after finally reaching Lima the following evening. This moment seems so vivid and clear to me—not a distant memory separated by a year of adventure.

My first six months flashed by me like a movie I didn’t want to end—trekking in the Andes, sampling Pervian specialties, basking in the glory of the ancient city of Machu Picchu, hiking in The Amazon, partying in Quito, salsa-dancing in Cali, exploring the lush green valleys of Colombia`s Zona Cafetera, sweating in Cartagena, working in Santa Marta, sick in the mountains, venturing into the Guajira, living it up in Bogota, sailing through the San Blas Islands—Panama Vieja and the Canal; the sloths and jungles of Costa Rica: surfing in San Juan, snorkeling in the Corn Islands, Spanish in Leon, boogie boarding and kayaking in Las Penitas.

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High on life. Sandboarding in Nazca, Peru: May

Though at first it seemed a bit terrifying, in the end, it was a blast

What at first seemed a bit terrifying, was a blast in the end. Bridge jumping in Banos, Ecuador: June.

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Feeling strong–near San Gil Colombia: September.

Not sure life can get any better--in the San Blas Islands

Not sure life can get any better–in the San Blas Islands: September.

And somehow these last six months have been just as spectacular, meaningful and enlightening as the first

Volcano climbing and hiking in El Salvador: working on a German sailboat in La Ceiba, scuba diving in Utila, Christmas in the Bay Islands and New Years in Antigua, Spanish immersion in Xela: the spectacular ruins of Tikal, the nearly tourist-free ruins of Belize, the glorious crumbling architecture of Havana, the lush tobacco fields of Vinales—postcard perfect Yucatan Beaches, free tequila in Cancun, refreshing cenotes of Valladolid, cooking classes in Merida, Semana Santa in San Cristobal, nights of live music and mescal in Chiapas, dolphin spotting in Puerto Escondido, the petrified waterfalls of Oaxaca, the moles of Puebla, and finally Mexico City–the fabulously tacky Lucha Libre, the beautifully melancholy former home of Frida Kahlo, the grand murals of Diego Rivera, walks through breezy parks, beers and parties, and exploring the endlessly fascinating city via the Metro.

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Climbing volcanos in El Salvador: November.

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Aboard Hedwig, in the Bay Islands: December.

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Admiring Xunantunich Ruins in Belize: January.

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El Chiflon falls, Chiapas, Mexico: April.

The people whom I met enriched these memories and made them more meaningful, significant, or just plain fun–this may take a while…

American Mary, German Max and the Panama layover crew; Andrew, who showed me around Lima and treated me to a fantastic meal; my amazing trekking group–the endlessly entertaining Vegar and the friendly Brazilians. My travel companion of 10 weeks, who could not have been a better partner–my friend Anna; the smart and funny Janek who joined us in the jungle: the hilarious Aussie, Cam who joined us on the coast. The kind and ever-curious Raymond, who took care of me when I needed it the most. Jaime–one inspiring chica; Elina, Edd, Adrian, Blake and all of my wild and crazy La Brisa Loca fellow staff. Reinier and Daan–my Dutch Guajira-exploring partners. The rowdy American, Arizona state alums whom I partied with in Bogota and in Cartagena. My mountain biking chicas–Destiny and Meghann. My Colombian Highlands Dinner Club–Vaughn, Aaron, Chris, Alex, and, of course, Arti–the amazing Spanish chica who, I will never forget, spent 7 hours with me, translating & supporting, at the Villa de Leyva Hospital.

My international group of fellow-sailers to Panama; my Dutch, Australian, German surfing/fishing/hostel companions of San Juan del Sur; exploring Nicaragua`s best beaches with a few fantastic Norwegians. Fieneke, the feisty Dutch girl I had the privilege of meeting up with in 2 different countries, and along with Colby, a sweetheart from the American south, became my family away from home for Christmas. Gudrun and Jurgen, the positively lovely Austrian couple who I met in Guatemala and was lucky enough to run into in Belize; my beautiful Tikal-exploring, picture-taking partner Emma. My fellow Spanish student, the intelligent and quirky Soo: Cedric, the funny Frenchman whom I explored the ruins and jungles of Belize. The many fantastic companions I encountered in Mexico–Vera, Elina, Shane, Belgian Max and Kristi–the spunky, fellow Midwesterner whom I also explored Cuba with: the inspiring English broads we rode horses alongside, and lounged by the pool.

Sarita and Baxter–my Puerta Vieja family who could always put me in a good mood: and the countless travellers I met while working in San Cristobal–hilarious Irish Eoin, the brother-sister ass-kicking Canadian team Phil and Jane,  crazy Tom, lovely Australian Jahne, amusing Hyosoon, Vargas the friendly giant, smart & motivated Natalie, and the sweet boys from Ensenada–always up for a good time. My British and Russian beach and sunset buddies and my dolphin spotting Dutch & Danish friends. Delightful Michael of both Oaxaca and DF–Hostel-made dinner, museums, zoos, great chats and a Lucha Libre night. Juuso, the chatty and always fun Fin, whom I explored much of Mexico City with. Alexander–the impressive Russian who took me to parties and graciously allowed me to couchsurf at his apartment. And the countless others I hiked, explored, cooked, sat by a campfire or beach with, joined on a bus ride, exchanged advice, and had deep conversations with, during this past year–whom also deserve acknowledgment.

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My great trekking group, finally arriving at MP, Peru: May.

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Was so lucky to start my trip with such an amazing partner. Lets do this again, please. In Selento, Colombia: June.

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. Great partners for exploring Bogota–Raymond (who take care of me when I was sick) and Ken. Colombia: Sepetember.

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Norwegian lads–a few of my favorites, in Isla de Ometepe, Nicaragua: October.

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My Utila family–Colby and Fieneke. Honduras: day before Christmas.

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Group from Puerta VIeja hostel– waiting for a colectivo to Arcetete park, where we have a picnic and *stick races* down the river. Great display of teamwork: March.

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Amazing Playa Bunch, day trip to Tulum Beach, Mexico: February.

Though once frustrating for my Western mentality–I`ve actually grown to appreciate the pace of life in Latin America. Waiting for a late bus or person isn’t so bad as long as I always have a good book on hand or a perch for people watching.

With the exception of a home cooked meal by mom, I´ve never once missed the food from America. This was especially the case in Mexico. I´ve come to appreciate the taste of a freshly made corn tortilla, slow-marinated meats, the glorious plethora or salsas and hot sauces, the various methods for preparing beans and the sweetness of ripe mangos and freshly squeezed orange juice. I never grew tired of exploring the incredible market places of Latin America–trying foods and fruits I`d never imagined existed and buying inexpensive fresh veggies to prepare back at the hostel. Some of my best memories resulted from the sharing a meal with people from very different places than me and learning that, for the most part, people are more alike than they are different.

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Preparing a meal using fresh produce from the markets of San Cristobal de las Casas, Mexico

I feel deeply enlightened by my shift, over the last year, away from a possession-based lifestyle and toward one based solely on life experiences. My way of thinking has transformed as a result of the liberating feelings and creative inspiration that comes from a life without a TV, phone, or computer. Anyways, such things are useless when your life feels like a movie.

I have grown accustomed to throwing my toilet paper in the waste basket rather than toilet, sleeping in the presence of 5-11 strangers, carrying all my worldly possessions on my back: to arriving in a new city completely unfamiliar, and not knowing where or what my next meal will be–from one day being completely alone to the next in the presence of people from around the globe, whom I feel like I´ve known my whole life.

This last year has been incredibly empowering for me. I now know the empowering feeling that comes with figuring out how the busses, metro systems and colectivos operate, all on my own–mastering how to find the cheapest food, how to shop in markets, how to maneuver, to budget and live on little; how to pick the best hostels and restaurants, while communicating in another language. The experience of spending 12 hours on a bus, alone in my thoughts followed by the giddy excitement of entering yet another place I´ve never been. The privilege of spending entire days doing anything I please; seeing how much joy can come with a cup of coffee in a well placed outdoor spot–in the company of a good book or my journal. The energizing feelings that result from conversations with fellow travellers, when discussing intriguing and intelligent topics–or just having a good laugh while sharing stories or over a game of cards.

I`m proud of the number of times I`ve managed to pull myself through awkward or uncomfortable moments–each easier and more gracefully handled than the last. I´m proud of my improved navigation, communication and planning skills. After travelling through Latin America for a year, I feel I´ve become a sort of mini expert of sorts—I love being able to provide fellow travellers with advice and opinions.

The beauty of travelling lies in the fact that you are returned to your kid-self–curious, excited, playful and full of wonder for the world–while containing the thoughts, lessons and morals of your adult-self. This is the exact recipe for an incredible adventure in learning.

I´ve learned in a year of travel that I´ve grown easier to please, but harder to impress. Simple things can turn into pure luxury—a warm shower with a fluffy towel, a bed bigger than twin, nice pillows, a good meal, a comfortable bus seat—can fill me with overwhelming joy and appreciation. While normally amazing sites—yet another ornate cathedral, massive waterfall or Mayan ruin—can fail to excite me.

I`ve learned that just because something works in the US, Europe or elsewhere in the developing world, doesn’t mean it will work in Latin America. And sometimes, though things may seem unsafe, inefficient or just plain ridiculous, it’s not my business to wish it different. Countries follow their own rules. We have no business walking into a new situation and trying to change things. I´ve learned to go with the flow and take things with a grain of salt.

I´ve learned how completely different my perception of Colombia, Mexico, Cuba were from the reality; how you can`t believe everything streaming from American media. But I´ve also learned the contradicting ways the rest of the world perceives America and Americans. I discovered many disturbing facts involving the United States relationships with Latin America. I seemed to continually learn how the US has: managed to crush the little guys in it´s quest for its own interests—supplied weapons to corrupt governments to prolong a Civil War, funded counter-revolutionaries in Nicaragua, ensured the massive pheasant-dominating, fruit-growing, land-hogging monopolies continued to prosper; provides demand to fuel Mexico´s violent drug war and then denies immigrants attempting to flee the turmoil; and at many times threatened any country who didn’t closely embrace our free market, or follow our un-tethered capitalistic values, no matter how poor or weak the country or how much it hurt its citizens.

With that said, I´m not leaving Latin America with Anti-American viewpoints—I leave more criticism and insight. I leave with a deeper appreciation of the life I was priveledged enough to be born into–a supportive family and friends;  in a part of the world where there are countless opportunities for bettering your life, no matter your gender or socioeconomic status. If I had been born nearly anywhere in Central America, the chances I would have been able to make this trip happen would have been slim to none. This is a topic I´ve spent a great deal of time reflecting on–one that deserves an entire post.

Being in a place away from the people and places with which you are most familiar forces a great deal of personal reflection. One starts to question their behaviors and mannerisms. Over the course of a year I`ve somehow become much more aware of how I carry myself, my manners, my social behaviors and how I interact and listen to others. Change comes freely when you allow yourself to leave familiar settings and the people who know you best. It’s not always a pleasant or comfortable experience, but in the end, you`re always better off.

Yet when I return home, I will still be the same person who I was prior to leaving, with more or less the same values, and the same level of happiness–just wiser, and a bit more fearless and much more grateful. The same me–but just a little better. My mind filled with great adventures, my heart heavier, my world smaller.

To even put into words what this last year has meant to me is near impossible. Though, a day didn’t go by where I didn´t spend at least a few moments thinking about or missing my loved ones back home, I have loved or was grateful for each and every moment. I`m sure I`ll never quite be able to talk about or portray it to its true value. And for that reason, as long as I remain in this traveller world, I`m among kindred spirits.

As my Kiwi friend puts it–the traveller world is Neverland–and the traveller Peter Pan. As long as you`re the road you can feel as if you`ll never really grow old. As long as in Neverland, you are a sort of equal amongst travellers–your ranking not determined by the car you drive, the expensive phone you talk on, your job or social status–but by the places you`ve managed to see and the experiences you`ve had. Your wealth is measured by the quality of the stories you can tell or insights you have over a sunset and beer (or margaritas).

You can login to Facebook to check up on a filtered version of reality and see how your friends are growing up without you in the Real World. How they are advancing in their jobs, getting engaged, married, procreating (!). But you can feel a bit of relief, because as long as you remain in Neverland, you can continue to pretend you have no big responsibilities. You´ll take comfort in the fact there`s nowhere you have to be come 8 AM (but bed), and you can continue to see the world in wonder with the eyes of a child—learning big lessons (many of which may be difficult to learn)—and prolong the day when you finally feel like a real adult. And perhaps that–that is the most valuable part about travelling long-term. Because life is short and your memories are your most precious possessions and if anything can make you feel like a kid for longer then I think that´s something worth holding on to.

When that day comes when I decide I`m ready to take back on those adult responsibilities (it won´t be too long from now) I know I`ll be ready for them—and be better able to handle them. Because already my life has been so full and I´ll never feel I´ve missed out on having my big adventure. And I can feel good about returning home as long as I vow to live by a certain set of rules—that I keep my intense thirst to continue obtaining knowledge about our spectacular world, challenge myself in new ways and continue to see life as the big adventure it is.

For that I can never ever regret the risks and hard work I`ve taken to achieve this last year of spectacular living.

Here´s to my last 16 days in Latin America…

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The Guajira Peninsula, Colomba: August

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Enjoying my last few weeks, Monte Alban ruins, Oaxaca, Mexico: April.

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Me and Mexico City: May.

Reflections on visiting Cuba

Though just an hour flight from Cancun, Havana could not be more different.

Cancun with its long stretches of congested roads, plastered with billboards, lined with banks, restaurants, chintzy shops, tacky night clubs, and currency exchanges; highrise condos, apartment buildings and luxury hotels lining the horizon. An abundance of sex, booze and cement; a total lack of character.

In contrast, upon landing in Cuba and hopping in our first taxi en route to Havana Central, I feel like I´ve not only landed in a new country, but in a different time.

The first thing I notice are the vehicles sharing the road–the vast majority, circa 1950s Chevy´s and Fords, plus old Soviet model Ladas, and Volgas–belching black smoke. Next, I see a complete lack of advertisements, save for the few featuring hand-painted government propaganda. I see the large dilapidated apartment buildings, a few old factories, and lines of people standing idly along the road, waiting for a bus, or a ride from a kind stranger.

Before even leaving the airport, I was entertained by the uniforms of the female customs agents, which resemble the average slutty College Halloween get-up–ridiculously short skirts, fish net stockings, heels. I will see this throughout the country with female police officers, receptionists, and even with school girl uniforms.

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La Habana´s beautifully crumbling buildings

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Some car maintenance in front of the Capitol building, La Habana

I notice that nothing looks like its been updated or changed in 50 years–a thin layer of grime covers all; paint peeling, stone crumbling, glass broken. But below the obvious signs of decay, lies structures with incredible architectural integrity. There are big brick or stone buildings with ornate crown molding, vibrant stain glass windows, fluted columns, balconies, statues, dormers.  This gives much of the city a mysterious and magical aire. And though fading and in need of repair, the city has the feel of a place that in some parts still holds that old school glamour you thought only existed in old Hollywood films. Every street I pass brings new curiosities. A television becomes obsolete when I can sit and absorb the life of the city on a well positioned balcony, outdoor cafe or park bench.

Peering down alleys or through doorways and rusty metal gates, I get a glimpse into another world–men gathered around playing dominos, women tirelessly mopping permanently stained tile floors, children playing baseball with scrap wood, and the usual barking dogs and roosters adding to the sounds of vibrant music, to Cubans chatting loudly and to the peculiar honking of ancient horns. I notice the absence of people on laptops, mobile devices, tablets.

My first glimpses into Havana left me wanting more.

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The streets of Havana

First a quick diversion

Before and while travelling in Cuba, hoping to gain insight into the embargo–plus the laws which restrict me from legal travel, and the tumultuous relationship between the two countries–I read a book about the history of US-Cuba relations.

For those who need a refresher…
US-Cuba ties date back to the end of Spanish-American War in 1898. Spain, defeated, signs over the rights to Cuba, Puerto Rico, and Guam to the US. Shortly after, the US grants Cuba independence, under the agreement that the US could intervene if necessary and that the US be granted a perpetual lease for a Naval Base at Guantanamo Bay.

From that point, all was more or less fine and dandy until the Cuban Revolution in 1959, when Fidel Castro (along with the iconic Che Guevara) overthrows the Batista regime, implementing a Communist Regime. After Castro’s first few years in power, he begins nationalizing private companies (many of which were American-owned), snatching up private land and taxing American products. The US government responds by imposing trade restrictions on all but food and medical supplies. Cuba responds by trading with the Soviet Union instead. The US, enraged, cuts diplomatic ties, and Kennedy issues the first permanent embargo in 1962; without imports coming in from America, Cuba gets caught in the 60s. This ping-pong match continues for the next 50 years. 

In the years following the embargo, the US makes several unsuccessful attempts to overthrow the Cuban government (Bay of Pigs), and even assassinate Castro (Operation Mongoose). The Cuban Missile Crisis occurs after Kennedy learns of the Cuban Governments purchase of nuclear weapons (likely in response to the Bay of Pigs attack) from the Soviet Union. After a tense 12 day nuclear face-off between the US and Russia, an agreement is made–the US will remove its missiles in Turkey, and Russia will remove theirs in Cuba. The US keeps its guard up and holds an even tougher grudge.

In the 1980s, economic crisis drives hundreds of thousands of Cubans to seek asylum elsewhere. Many of which hop on boats or hijack airplanes (or ferries) and head for Florida (barely 100 miles away), joining the hundreds of thousands already living there.

Fast forward 20 some years and you can find nearly a million Cubans living in Florida, forming one of the most powerful and influential immigrant (and anti-Castro) groups America has ever seen. With powerful Cuban-American interest groups lobbying hard, every presidential administration since has had to impress with their Cuba policies. Despite the fact these policies have yet to be proven effective, the Clinton and Bush Administrations (not to mention those shady terrorist interrogations at Guantanamo) both added further restrictions to the embargo and restricted travel to both the common American and those with family in Cuba.

After his election in 2008, Obama shut down operations at Guantanamo Bay and opened up travel for Cuban-Americans. Showing for the first time in nearly 50 years, tiny steps toward a more diplomatic relationship, and a willingness to take another look at the ineffective laws that have surely done more harm than good. We´ll see what happens.

Moving on…

Cubans themselves are a fascinating part of the city. Not quite fitting the mold of the stereotypical Latin American. Showing much more diversity with African and European roots.

With the government providing free education through University, Cubans are often intelligent, and educated. However with that same government limiting internet, and banning most travel, many seem to carry a deep sense of curiosity and longing for a world they cannot yet reach.

A sense of disparity becomes obvious. These are people who, though they receive free education, healthcare, government housing, and a small amount of food rations, make the equivalent of just $480-960 Cuban Pesos (US$20-40) a month. This might not be such an issue if there weren’t two different currencies used in Cuba–the Cuban Peso (approx 1/24 of a dollar) for Cubans, and the convertible peso or CUC ($1CUC=$1US) created for tourist use only. The peso is used in markets, government cafeterias and on public transportation. The CUC is used for shuttles, cafes, restaurants, bars, night clubs, hotels & casas paticulares, and other tourism-related places.

During the 5 year span of time, known as the Special Period. The fall of the Soviet Union marked the beginning of a massive economic crisis in Cuba–spreading food and power shortages throughout the island. In response to this financial disaster, the US actually tightened the embargo (as to encourage democracy, of course). People were forced to live without the goods they had become accustomed to and certain changes became necessary–sustainable agriculture was introduced, car and electricity usage decreased. Prior to this time Fidel discouraged tourism.  However due to financial necessity spawning from the Special Period, the industry was able to expand.

A friendship between Castro and newly elected Venezualan President Hugo Chavez, established a deal in which subsidized oil was traded for Cuban Doctors (Cuba, with their free education system, has an abundance of doctors); and this along with the money pouring in from a newly thriving tourism industry ended the Special Period–though left the Cuban people with some raw wounds.

Much to the disdain of Castro and his fellow revolutionaries, today–due to this tourism industry–a new class of Cubans is rising from the Communist country. The Cubans who run Casa Particulares (or government permitted guesthouses), restaurants or work at hotels or as tour guides, are earning the coveted CUCS; meanwhile doctors, teachers, and everyone else working for the government, continue to earn pesos. With many basic items sold for CUCs, the average Cuban has difficulty affording necessities such as shampoo or tooth paste.

Due to this phenomenon, you may find that your cab driver, casa owner or waiter carries some impressive educational credentials.

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One of the government permitted food stands–likely selling ham sandwiches.

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Che, old car, government market…Cuba

Myself and my travel companion—Kristi, a spunky fellow Midwesterner–spend our days in Havana walking. Walking up and down the streets of Vedado, Central Habana, and Habana Viejo. On our first evening, we walk along the Malecon, an 8 km long stretch of sidewalk along the sea. We walk past shadowy figures, fondling couples perched on the wall. Groups of men holding half empty bottle of Havana Club kiss the air and praise us as we pass.

No other country in Latin America seems to compare to Cuba on the level of catcalls. And this is really saying something. Latin men are not shy.

At times we are irritated, though mostly we are entertained and must hold ourselves back from laughing. On one occasion, an entire bus filled with Cuban soldiers held up at a stop light simultaneously whistle and hoot as we walk by. Another time an old man playing a trumpet in the street, stops his song, to make kissing noises through his mouthpiece as we walk by. When we pass the men selling souvenirs in Old Havana, they all try to entice us to come in, “What are you looking for? Purses? Magnets? A boyfriend??” Most commonly, men just stop walking and turn themselves to us, whispering suggestively or telling us they love us.

When we aren’t dealing with the men, we are avoiding the jineteros, or hustlers, skillfully trying to sell us tours, cigars (which were most definitely of a low quality), tickets to a Buena Vista Social Club concert (which surely didn’t exist), or take us to a nice, “cheap,” restaurant or mojito place. These people are often skilled. In Cuba, you must always bring your travelling A-game. You cannot let your guard down.

It brings me shame to say, one afternoon, I´m ripped off by one of these street artists. Heat and exhaustion cause cloudy thinking as we are scanned into buying ourselves and a few talented jineteros expensive mojitos from a dingy Cuban dive bar. While drinking these watered-down Cuban cocktails, I also somehow am talked into spending too much on what turns out to be cheap cigars. This amateur move costs me a total of $13, along with a great deal of my pride.

Upon leaving the bar, and realizing what has occurred, I angrily storm back into the bar, and yell furiously in Spanish at the bartender. Clearly caught off guard and a bit embarrassed, on the counter he lies a chunk of my money. Still, the incident leaves a sour taste in my mouth.

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The shady Havana bar where I was shamefully ripped off…

On our first night, while aimlessly wandering, we meet a group of young Cuban men. One of them, speaking perfect English, insists on giving us an unofficial tour of Havana Viejo, the most popular tourist barrio in town. Cautiously, we follow him as he shows us the perfect plazas framed by impressive, old buildings. We walk past Hemingway’s favorite spot for a mojito, then his favorite for a daiquiri. We see lovely cafes with atmospheric seating in the antique, stone streets. Our guide tells us that most Cubans cannot afford to go to these places, to eat, drink or to hang out.

We ask our new friends where we can find inexpensive food. They take us to one of the plentiful cafeterias, or government permitted food windows, typically run right out of someones home. We buy greasy (and delicious) personal pizzas for 10 pesos (or about US50 cents)–the first of many on our trip. We pay in CUCs, but receive our change in pesos (the standard with government venders geared toward Cubans).

As we eat in the street, one of the men with us is questioned by the police. Our new Cuban friend tells us that the government doesn’t want them interacting with foreigners. I suspect the police may be questioning the man to make sure he isn’t a jinetero. I suppose we will never know for sure.

We decide to spend the evening as Cubans do, so we buy a big bottle of Havana Club rum (for less than US$5) and a couple cans of soda and head for the Malecon. As we polish off the bottle, our new friends answer our questions and tell us about life in Cuba. He tells us about the spies found in every neighborhood, who work for the government and report any mischief or rule breaking. He compares them to a friendlier version of Hitler´s Gestapo.

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The romantic plazas of Habana Viejo

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Youll see many dogs wandering around Habana Viejo with tags on their necks. While at first they may appear to just be another ordinary Latin American street dog, these tags show which plaza, museum or monument, or general “zone” for which they belong.

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One of many 50 cent pizza consumed while in Cuba

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A common image in Cuba, and all of Latin America.

After a lovely breakfast in the breezy pink dining room of our Casa, we spend our first morning wandering to other parts of the city. We head to the Plaza de Revolucion, a series of ugly 1950s cement buildings with the sculptured faces of Cuban Revolutionaries facing what appears to be a massive parking lot with no cars. In this complex, Castro and the Cuban government hold rallies and make big announcements.

After one night in Havana, we spend two nights in Trinidad. Again, wandering up and down the charming stone streets, soaking in the vibrant Carribean-Colonial buildings, eating cafeteria ice cream, and spending the evenings drinking cheap Cuban wine on the plaza, listening to fantastic live music and meeting other travellers.

One night we end up in a dance club hidden in the depths of a massive cave. Here we dance ourselves sweaty for hours to salsa and latin-techno remixes, stalactites drooping from the high ceiling. At one point the music and lighting changes and handsome, shirtless men emerge from each corner of the dance floor. The crowd of foriegners and Cubans form a circle around the men as they begin a dance resembling a tribal ritual. They grab a girl from the crowd and put her on a table, blindfolding her. They place a large snake around her neck, and then each man crouches near a corner of the table. Using their teeth (and only their teeth), they lift the table and carefully begin walking with it. Things get even more bizarre, after they put the table, the girl and the snake back down, and one of the men smashes a pile of empty beer bottles under a silk cloth and procedes to eat the glass shards, using water to wash it down.

The following morning, we take a direct shuttle to Viñales, a small scenic town in the heart of the tobacco growing region. Viñales has a 1950s small town feel. Every house well-maintained, usually with a breezy front porch, and rocking chairs. The locals are outwardly pleasant, friendly and helpful, and everywhere is within walking distance. Upon arrival, we welcome ourselves with $1.65 mojitos near the plaza and book a horseback riding tour for the following day.

In the evening, after 50 cent street pizza cooked in a metal barrel turned coal oven (one of the many inventive recycled creations I witnessed in Cuba), we decide to check out the local cinema. We pay 50 cents to see a strange Cuban-made film in a theatre that reminds me of my former Middle School auditorium. A pregnant Cuban woman presses play on a DVD player attached to a projector to begin the film. From what we could understand, the movie featured an elderly man who either A) Learns about the secret Cabaret life of his late wife, who also happened to be cheating on him with a man he later befriends or B) He learns his wife had a twin who was a Cabaret dancer and lover of his new friend. About 5 minutes into the hour and a half film, I’m ready for it to end.

The following morning, along with a few friendly vacationing Brits we take a horseback ride past the lush tobacco fields, cute little palapa barns and farmhouses and strange craggly cliffs rising from the flat terrain. We feel like we have stumbled onto a movie set–everything seems too perfect to be real

We stop at a tobacco farm and the farmer shows us his plants and informs us of how the best tobacco leaves (and ones used to create the most expensive cigars) grow at the top of the plant, while the leaves growing lower on the stalk produce lower quality and cheaper cigars. He takes us into a barn and shows us how the tobacco is dried and how the cigars are hand rolled. He shows us that the best cigars are rolled using tobacco leaves, and how the cheap cigars are often rolled in a plantain leaf. He then encourages us to buy a pack. When we pass, he encourages us to buy coffee beans, then cocktails. We politely decline.

In the heat of the day we ride to the base of a massive cave, and wander through its dark interior. We are led by a small moustached Cuban man holding a torch. When we reach a small river in the cave, the man leaves us and a light, and says he will return later. We swim in the cool, murky water, our voices echoing into the darkness.

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Horseback riding through the tobacco fields near Viñales

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The “mini mountains” of Viñales

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A tobacco farmer and his fields

The following day after a fast 8 KM walk to an anticlimactic mural painted on a cliff side, we catch a bus to an eco community and nature reserve called Las Terrazas. Here, we stay in bungalows by a green river and spend our time swimming, and walking around the reserve.  We walk into the community. The small town, though claiming to be an Eco-community, seems no different from other small Cuban towns. Though its large, blocky cement apartment buildings, plain houses, and lack of a central plaza or even of citizens doing normal daily activities make it feel even more like a jail or military base. We had already noticed that, except for Havana and the gas guzzling old cars, Cuba felt very environmentally friendly. Though it was clear this was but not due to a collective effort to save the environment, but due to necessity.

While in Las Terrazas, a chatty Cuban tour guide informs us of an important announcement by current ruler Raul Castro–he will be leaving power in 2018, hence ending the 50+ year reign of the Castro brothers. Though this by no means marks the end of Communism in Cuba, this is promising news for the future of the Cuban government and for US-Cuba relations.

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Our eco-bungalow

We skip out before staying a second night in Las Terrazas and head back to spend our last 3 nights in Havana.

Our last days in Havana are a blur of long walks interrupted by hours of sitting in parks and plazas people watching and carefully sketching in our notebooks the crumbling old buildings, statues, and fountains. We eat our fill of cheap cafeteria food–pizza, ham sandwiches and ice cream. We spend most of our nights at a brewery and restaurant with massive outdoor seating, overlooking my favorite plaza–a particularly large and clean area featuring a large fountain in the center framed by perfectly restored buildings. This place wins us over with its mugs of decent, cheap, dark beer and nightly live music. We never seem to have the energy or desire to head to the salsa clubs.

On our last night we have one of our only meals which does not feature fast food. At a lively spot in the center Habana Viejo, I order Ropa Vieja, a tasty dish consisting of tender stewed beef and green peppers in a yummy sauce. We wander around the city, looking for something to do, though neither of us is keen on spending any money or on drinking any alcohol.

I think we both realize that somehow Cuba has left us feeling drained and exhausted. We end up back at our casa reading and heading to bed early. It’s an anticlimactic end.

Having experienced Cuba, I´m left feeling a bit torn on the issue of the embargo. Though mostly only for selfish reasons. Opening up trade with Cuba, would undoubtably improve the lives of Cubans. However allowing more American influence through increased trade and investment would inevitably take away from the island´s old school charm. Clouded by my worst fears, I envision bloated, sun-burnt Americans flocking to Cuba´s beaches and demanding the comforts of home; while greedy investors storm the island–opening up massive luxury resorts, casinos and condos and turning it into a mini Cancun.

However, this is a worst-case-scenario, I can´t see these kinds of changes happening quickly. In the meantime I do feel it´s a ridiculous and an ironically undemocratic law to restrict Americans from visiting Cuba (let alone anywhere in the world).

Undoubtably, a nice change of pace from the routine of travel in Latin America–a break from backpacker hostels, decision fatigue, modern technology, the internet and from “Gangham Style,” in the end, Im strangely relieved to land back in Mexico. Though Cuba was a fascinating experience–a trip I was glad I took–it left me feeling like a weary traveller.

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Four Months in Central America–The Lowdown

Overview-

Approximate bus time- Roughly 135 hours spent riding buses, but this is the low end.
Number of beds- This is tough, lets just say a lot–I averaged a new hostel every 2 to 3 nights. I was moving around a lot. On the long end, I stayed 2 weeks in Utila, and 2 weeks in Xela…
Longest bus ride- Panama City to San Jose, Costa Rice- 16hours
Average lodging costs-$10-15 High end for Costa Rica and Belize, Average $6-7, lowest was $4 in Guatemala
Average Meal costs- $2-4, splurge meals $7-$8

San Blas sailing crew

San Blas sailing crew

PANAMA

September 11-12- arrived via sailboat from Colombia in Panama after spending 2 days in San Blas perfection. Spent one night and two full days exploring the lovely Panama City–all the sights in the Old City and the Panama Canal– before taking a night bus to San Jose, Costa Rica.

Sept 13 -Oct 8- Took a travel break in the US, met my niece, visited friends and family. Rested.

Highlights
I didnt spend a fair amount of time in Panama. Though I don´t know how you can beat the postcard perfect San Blas Islands.

Soaking in a volcanic spring with some Germans

Soaking in a volcanic spring near Liberia, Costa Rica with some Germans

COSTA RICA

October 9-15 – flew back into Costa Rica and after a night and day in San Jose, visiting museums and wandering around the city, I headed for the Caribbean coast and spent 4 nights in Puerto Viejo, then 2 nights in El Libertad. Hiked & Explored a volcanic national park.

Highlights
Rented a bike and rode for Puerto Viejo to Manzanillo, beach-hopped and stopped at an animal sanctuary along the way.

The Bad Part
-Costa Rica was the most expensive country I encountered in Central America–as far as the average cost per night, cost of street food, and groceries, and the cost for extra activities. Belize was a similar price range, though easier to find yummy cheap food.
-It was a putzy country to get around using the public transport–often having to return to San Jose to get to another part of the country.

Lovely sunset on Little Corn, Nicaragua

Lovely sunset on Little Corn, Nicaragua

NICARAGUA
October 15-November 19
Arrived in San Juan del Sur, met fantastic people, celebrated my birthday on the beach, learned to surf, went fishing, had a generally great time. Spent some time in Granada, before swinging by the intensely relaxing and beautiful Laguna de Apoyo. A week on the magical Ometepe Island follows–biking, swimming drinking beer with a bunch of vacationing Norwegians. Back to San Juan del Sur for another fun beer and beach soaked weekend. Next was a week on the Corn Islands–Caribbean paradise: snorkeling, eating seafood and serious beach time. A week in Leon and the surrounding area for intensive Spanish lessons. Finished with a few days in the northern highlands.

Highlights
Pretty much my entire time in Nicaragua was a highlight–Learning to surf, meeting some exceptional people, swimming in the perfect Lago de Apoyo, spectacular San Juan sunsets, skinny dipping in lake Ometepe, visiting the Corn Islands, touring a cigar factory, one-on-one Spanish classes. Beautiful weather, and the best swimming stops. I love this country.

Hiking Parque Imposible

Hiking Parque Imposible

EL SALVADOR
November 20-December 6
Arrived in San Salvador for a night then headed to the beach Playa Tunco. Made my way through the Ruta de Flores for some amazing eats, then to Santa Ana for a volcano climb, down to Parque Impossible for some intense hiking, a coffee factory tour, and a visit to some natural springs; next to the more secluded Northern coast, and finally to a colonial city in the west with a great group of fellow solo travelers.

Highlights
Eating my best meal in Central America at Juayua’s impressive weekend food festival, climbing volcano Santa Ana, hiking with an ex gorilla through a former battlefield, meeting a great crew to travel with. All and all El Salvador was a surprise and a great learning experience.

Paddling on Lago de Yojoa

Paddling on Lago de Yojoa

HONDURAS
December 6-December 30
Originally intended to skip this country, but made a fairly last minute decision to check it out. Wasn’t disappointed by my decision. First stop–Gracias, lovely old village in the highlands, then to the beautiful Lago de Yojoa, for a stay in a microbrewery in the jungle–complete with hiking, paddling and drinking above average beer; next the griddy coastal city of La Cieba, where Im “stuck” for a week, helping on a sailboat–living in a shipyard, hanging out with German Captains; ending with 2 week stint on the lovely Bay Islands for the end of the world and Christmas. Last stop Copan.

Highlights
Lago de Yojoa–paddling on the lake, hiking through the archeological park, good beer at the microbrewery. Utila–getting Open Water dive certified, meeting a great crew, and meeting up with a friend met in El Salvador.

The Bad Part
Had a rough patch when I arrived in Utila–tore up my toe pretty bad on a broken chain link fence. This made swimming painful for a few days.

Temple climbing, tomb raiding, in Tikal

Temple climbing, tomb raiding, in Tikal

GUATEMALA
December 30-January 28

Arrived in Antigua just in time for New Years celebrations–stayed in a party hostel, celebrated in the streets with fireworks and dancing. Off to the mystically beautiful Lake Atitlan–hiking and soaking in the fascinating Mayan culture. Quetzaltenango, or “Xela” is next, where I live with a local family and take private Spanish lessons. From there I make a 2 day journey solo through the highlands, past spectacular scenery, truly off the “gringo trail,” to Coban and then to Semuc Champey–where I slept in a hammock in a secluded ecolodge overlooking a vibrant green river–explored dark cave rivers by candlelight, swam in the famous green river. Final stop in the touristy little island of Flores, my jumping off point for exploring the uber impressive ancient Mayan city of Tikal.

Highlights
Semuc Champey–the cave-candle tour was a nice little adventure. Flores and Tikal turned out to be great fun.

The Bad Part
–I had trouble meeting the types of other travelers I was accustomed to meeting. Maybe it was bad luck or the fact I didn’t stick as closely to the normal tourist path, but I struggled to meet other travelers I connected with, save for a few great exceptions. Many people had different priorities and budgets than I and Most people I met were heading in the opposite direction. I spent a great deal of time traveling alone through Guatemala. This was in part due to my stubborn and cheap nature–refusing to take any of the wildly popular tourist shuttles, and only taking local “chicken” buses. It was a lonely and enlightening (and bumpy) path.

- I got miserably, painfully sick in Xela.

Cooling off in Belize

Cooling off in Belize

BELIZE
January 28-February 2
A visit that is short but sweet. Arrived in San Ignacio, instantly met some great people in my hostel. Spent an entire day exploring nearby Mayan ruins; spent another visiting an Iguana sanctuary, butterfly farm and cooling off in a brisk river. Headed to the coast and stayed in a teeny-tiny Garifuna village by the Carribean sea. In my short time in Belize, I was impressed by the lush green jungles, stunning coast and exceptionally friendly/helpful locals. Belize, more Caribbean than Latin, was a Perfect little “break” from typical Central America. And I never even made it to their claim to fame–the cayes.

The Bad Part
-Belize is quite a bit more expensive then the rest of Central America (on par with Costa Rica prices). And at the point in my trip where I’m running out of money, unfortunately. I would’ve loved to spend more time exploring this lovely little country. It seems like the perfect spot to spend a short vacation.

Getting attacked by baby iguanas in San Ignacio

Getting attacked by baby iguanas in San Ignacio

Frustrations- The weary traveler in me, coming out…

Hippies- I´ve run into so many bloody hippies the last four months. I´m not saying all hippies are bad. I´ve just run into some of the worst–many of whom were fresh from the Rainbow Festival on their way to other hippies festivals in Central America. What this means–these are the types that get their kicks smoking way too much dope and consuming too many psychedelics, listening to bad music, having the same far-out conversations over and over again. Most of them look exactly the same–they have gross dreadlocks, or bad hair, mismatched clothes, and smell strongly of sour body odor. Sometimes I´m entertained by talking with them, most of the time I´m just irritated.

Hostels-I think as the fourth month in Central America ended, I realized I was finaly growing tired of hostels and dormitories. Tired of sharing a room with snoring, farting, loud or inconsiderate strangers. Tired of gross shared bathrooms, cramped showers and having to dig through my bag to find things. Tired of being social when I don´t want to be. I´m amazed it took me 9 months to get to this point.

Laundry- My things seem to be getting grosser faster, and Im tired of taking them to a launderer (and paying) everytime I need them clean. Tired of cleaning my underwear in the sink and having to hang them to dry…

Weather- I´m not so much bothered by the weather as I am regretting not packing my warmer jacket. Cold weather sucks when you arent dressed appropriately for it, and all the buildings are designed to be open air, with poor insolation. Also traveling when it rains–walking with all my things, through pouring rain, dodging massive puddles.

Awards-

Best Central American Capital City- Hands down Panama City

Best Beaches
Nicaragua’s Corn Islands-especially a little hidden beach we discovered on Big Corn–clean white sand, warm, calm turquoise water. No people but a few entertaining local children.

San Blas Islands–perfect little private islands with nothing but Palms.

Best Local Food
Massive grilled prawns in Las Penitas, Nicaragua. Pupusas of El Salvador. Baleadas of Honduras. Tostadas of Guatemala. Weekend food festival in Juayua, El Salvador. Iced cacao and seafood of Nicaragua.

Best Street Food
El Salvador-pretty much obsessed with pupusas. Sunday nights in Xela, Guatemala–tostadas, tacos, pupusas, donut thingys, hot fruit punch or milky corn drink.

Biggest Adventure–
Candle-cave tour in Guatemala. And– 3 days in chicken bus transit completely off the beaten path (no English spoken, no white folks, alone), through the mountainous Guatemalan highlands. Working on a sailboat in Honduras, Making it to the Corn Islands. Sailing through San Blas.

Best Value
Hostels of Guatemala, food in El Salvador, activities and equipment rental in Nicaragua. $250 open water scuba certification & accommodation.

Best Traveler Crowd
Much of Nicaragua, El Salvador and Belize; Flores, Guatemala.

Best Volcano Climb
Santa Ana in El Salvador; Santa Maria in Guatemala

Places with the most hippies
Ometepe Island, Nicaragua: Lake Atitlan, Guatemala: Hopkins, Belize

Best Snorkeling and Scuba-
Corn Islands, San Blas and Utila

Best Off the Beaten Path
The road from Huehuetenango to Coban in Guatemala. The Corn Islands. Lago de Yojoa in Honduras

Best Swimming Spot–away from the sea
Laguna de Apoyo, Nicaragua.

Biggest surprise
Belize–nearly skipped it. Found it to be such a lovely place. El Salvador–had no expectations, but fell in love with the country.

Best nights out
Nights out in San Juan del Sur, and in Ometepe; night out dancing at a Rancho Bar in Esteli. After Nicaragua, did not go out much, except for a great New Years Eve in Antigua, Guatemala.

Most overrated
So many people talked up San Pedro La Laguna, I had high hopes–which were shattered when I arrived. Not so special, I feel there must be better places on the lake. Antigua is a Disney version of a Guatemalan city. I wasn’t overly impressed or excited by it. So many backpackers love Playa Tunco–I thought it was filled with Canadian “bros” partying every night. Maybe I would’ve felt differently had I surfed there.

Favorite Country
Nicaragua will always hold a special place in my heart. El Salvador was all in all a super positive experience as well.

Biggest Surprise
Belize exceded my expectations. Lovely country with lovely people.

Least Favorite Country
Costa Rica, Guatemala

Low Points
Nasty toe injury in Utila; Sick, cold and alone in Guatemala. Weird, lonely Thanksgiving in Playa Tunco

Places Ill be recommending 
All of Nicaragua: El Salvador, especially the Ruta de Flores and Suchitoto: Belize, because it seems like the ultimate vacation place

Lessons Learned
-Building on my first lesson–”it’s not where you are, but who you’re with,” after much time I realized, consistent alone time is downright depressing. Without quality relationships to build and nurture over time, and with no family or friends in close proximity, one becomes increasingly bitter and negative. Pretty much Everything is better when shared with others… We neeeed each other. Its cheesy but true.

-Dont always believe what others tell you, including other travelers and the general media. I ended up loving El Salvador and Honduras. Neither of these countries has a great reputation in the media. Maybe Honduras, which is home to a few of the most statistically dangerous cities in the word–Ive been to 3 of the top ten on this trip from this list– has rightfully earned that reputation. However, what must be understood about the situation in these countries is segregated to certain specific places and parts of cities, to certain gangs or people in the drug business. And with gangs–they fight other gangs. With the drug business of Latin America–you have to go digging around in the wrong parts of town, messing with wrong people, to put yourself in any real danger. The violence rarely, if ever, touches tourists.

So many people I met along the way skipped much or all of these countries, or only visited very small backpacker bubble towns, generally missing out on 99 percent of the country. You must use common sense, as is important wherever you roam.

Its a shame really, many of these places are incredible, and could use the tourism money.

Whats Next?
That massive country between the US and Central America…MEXICO!

Six Months on the Road: The Details

I’ve done a lot of living these last 6 months. Here are the details…

The Highlights

*Overcame my fear of cockroaches while in the Amazon.
*Kayaked Las Isletas in Granada.
*Explored the massive Mercado Municipal in Massaya.
*Moonlight skinny-dipping in Ometepe.
*Watched women weave tapestries in the Sacred valley.
*Spent the day as a patient in a Colombian hospital.
*Mountain biked through scenic Colombian countryside.
*Took in views of Quito from the top of it’s Basilica
*Visited a 15th century monastery in the Mountains.
*Built and enjoyed a bonfire on a deserted island in San Blas.
*Volunteered in a barrio near Santa Marta.

*Swam in El Ojo de Agua -”The Eye of the Water.”
*Spent the day floating around a crystal clear crater lake.
*Climbed a lighthouse for 360 degree views of the Carribean sea.
*Swam with nurse sharks and eagle rays.
*Rode horseback to ancient Incan ruins.
*Rode an inter-tube down a rapid mountain river.
*Swam through a shipwreck.
*Fed Iguana’s in Guayaquil’s Iguana Park
*Admired Jade in San Jose’s Jade Museum
*Admired Gold in Cartagena’s Museo del Oro
*Ate birthday cake on the beach.
*Prepared a meal from scratch with native women in the jungle.
*Worked in a party hostel on Colombia’s Carribean coast.
*Planted yucca in the Amazon
*Watched flamingos in the Guajira.
*Enjoyed a massage on the beach.
*Felt a seismic tremoron Ometepe .
*Watched the Olympics with people from around the globe.
*Bathed in a mud volcano.
*Watched the condors soar in Colca Canon.
*Walked to Machu Picchu.
*Went on a backpacker date on Big Corn
*Hugged a sloth.
*Got a tarantula facial.
*Slept on a hammock overlooking the Northernmost tip of South America.
*Toured a Colombian Coffee Plantation.
*Jumped off a bridge in Banos.
*Repelled waterfalls.
*Ate ants in the Amazon; Ate RonDon and Pan de Coco in the Corn Islands; Alpaca in Arequipa; Arepas in Colombia; Lobster in the Guajira; Ceviche on the beach.
*Hiked to hidden waterfalls–on several occasions.
*Laid below giant wax palms.
*Whitewater rafting down class 4 rapids
*Drank Pisco Sours by the sea in Lima.
*Sandboarded down the world’s largest dune.
*Danced to live reggae in a street party.
*Drank Aguardiente with Colombians; Drank wine with Peruvians; Drank Mojitos with Ecuadorians.
*Sailed from Colombia to Panama.
*Visited a Colombian whorehouse.
*Watched the Panama Canal in action.
*Went clubbing at Colombia’s hottest spot.
*Biked from Puerto Viejo to Manzanillo, beach-hopping along the way.
*Hiked to volcanic hot springs.
*Walked an ancient path between tiny historic villages.
*Got an unofficial tour of Colombian political buildings from a local crazy man.
*Got Montezuma’s revenge and altitude sickness all at once in Cuzco.
*Danced the day away in a “day club” in Arequipa
*Went bird watching on a river in Ecuador
*Witnessed an Inka ceremony near Nazca.
*Learned to surf in San Juan del Sur.
*Went fishing in the sea.
*Watched the sunset from the top of Cartagena’s fortified wall.
*Played with monkeys.
*Biked the horrific roads of Isla de Ometepe.
*Spent countless hours swimming in the ocean.
*Rode on a 12-passenger plane over Nicaragua.
*Camped on the beach in Tyrona National Park.
*Rode on a speed boat through a storm at sea.
*Made friends from around the globe.
Watching the condors soar in Colca Canon

Watching the condors soar in Colca Canon

Carribean rondon cookout

Carribean rondon cookout

Touring Colombia's capital city

Touring Colombia’s capital city

Exploring Panama City with friends from Holland, Hungary and Korea

Exploring Panama City with friends from Holland, Hungary and Korea

Bike/beach hopping Costa Rica’s carribean coast

Scariest Moments:
*A very wild ride on the back of a Motto-taxi from a Santa Marta Barrio.
*A terrifying speed boat ride through a storm from Big Corn to Little Corn.
*Bridge jumping in Banos.
*Hospital visit in Colombia.
*Night bus through the Peruvian Andes.
Toughest Moments:
*Missing the birth of my niece.
*Getting Bronchitis in Colombia.
I learned:
*To surf
*To sail
*To be alone
*To play countless card games
*To make chocolate from scratch
*To shoot a blow gun
*To shoot a harpoon gun
*To man a bar/restock a cooler
*To live on little
*To enjoy a sunset
*To dance Salsa
*To relax and enjoy the moment
*To pan for gold
*To love rice and beans
*To use a Spanish keyboard
*To sleep in a hammock
*To navigate, bargain, small talk, survive on my own–in Spanish!
Time breakdown:
Peru: 3-4 weeks
Ecuador: 3 weeks
Colombia: 12 weeks
Panama: about 4 days
Costa Rica: 8 days
USA: 3 weeks
Nicaragua: 21 days –and counting
I consumed way too much:
Ice cream; fruit, fruit juice, and smoothies; beer; granola; rice and beans. And still love them all…
6 border crossings, 6 countries, 7 flights, 4 night buses of 12 hours or more
Sitting next to the pilots on the way back from Little Corn

Sitting next to the pilots on the way back from Little Corn

Rode on:
Luxury Bus, chicken bus, plane, puddle jumper, speed boat, panga, river taxi, ferry, train, moto-taxi, motorcycle taxi, tuk-tuk, horse, truck, bike, kayak, taxi, metro rail, cable car, colectivo, sandboard, intertube, raft, sailboat, 4X4, cycle rickshaw.
Averaged a new bed every 3-4 night, with 5 weeks being the longest spent in one spot.
One of many waterfalls I've hiked to

One of many waterfalls I’ve hiked to

What’s up for the next 6?
*Periodic stops for spanish classes.
*Volunteer stop.
*If anywhere in El Salvador–maybe the Ruta de Las Flores, as it should be in bloom this time of year.
*I have ambition to embark on the 6 day trek from Nebaj – Todos Santos in Guatemala.
*Quite enthused about reaching Guatemala, in general–Lake Atitan, Mayan Ruins, Rio Dulce, Semuc Champey…I’ve met plenty of travelers heading south with lots of nice things to say about this country.
*Cenotes, ruins, food and beaches of Mexico.
*Quick snorkel stop in Belize
*Leaving my options much more open these next 6 months.

Six Months on the Road: A Serious Reflection

These past 6 months, I’ve felt a bit like I’ve been riding a wild chicken bus of emotions. This began on day one when I waved a bittersweet goodbye to my loved ones. With each stop, each new day, I’ve felt a bit more calm, a bit more comfortable. However, like with any trip, the road has taken me places I’ve never expected.

I’ve felt overcome with the most amazing sense of privilege when reaching farfetched locations few foreigners visit. One moment I’ll experience love and appreciation for the amazing wonders of our planet, and the next disgust and anger toward the destruction. A deep and calm relaxation will sink into my bones at each sunset I know I would have been too busy to notice back home.

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Unfortunately sometimes I forget that the path I’m on isn’t the norm, and may become a bit jaded. That waterfall is not as beautiful after I’ve passed 20 others–neither is the cathedral or beach. Sometimes I inevitably find myself feeling anxious or unsatisfied, or worried about my future; then incredibly guilty for feeling this way.

From time to time we all have to remind ourselves to enjoy the journey.

Shortly after, I’ll see something so beautiful or perfect I’ll think life couldn’t get any better, and me any happier.

It quickly becomes evident that in travel, the highs are higher and the lows lower.

Looking back, I’ve felt more energized than I ever have; while at other times far more exhausted. Many times I’ve felt lucky and proud to be American–but many times I’ve felt embarrassed and ashamed. I’ve pushed my body near its physical limit; and also let my mind slip into a state of relaxation I’d never experienced before.

I’ve had salty hair, unkempt brows, a bare face and bug bitten legs, yet never felt more confident or attractive.

There have been moments where I feel like catching the next bus home, followed by days where I can’t imagine ever leaving the road.

Some days or weeks are jam packed with activities and action, new people and places; while others the most exciting part of my day may be starting a new book, or finding the perfect spot to read it.

There are plenty of moments of internal conflict: when I may fret over my future life plans. There are moments of exhausting chaos; when I’m alone in another hectic Latin American city. And times where I feel an overpowering sort of lonely confusion; when I say goodbye to yet another new friend, and find myself alone once again.

Because, inevitably, at some point it becomes clear it’s not so much which amazing location, but with which interesting people I’m sharing the ride.

But then there are the days where I can’t keep from smiling or giggling. Where I can’t believe I’m lucky enough to be in this situation or in that incredible location. And countless moments, where my heart swells with an intense joy I may have previously felt only a few times a year.

As the days, weeks and months swirl around me in the way they do in this strange alternate universe–I’ve started to sense that while I don’t quite belong in whichever place I find myself, at this time, I also don’t quite belong in the world I left behind. I’m living in a constant state of transit.

This isn’t necessarily a bad feeling; I have, after all, chosen this path. It’s just a strange and confusing one. And to remedy it, I’ve learned to slow down, get off the bus and stay awhile. I’ve started trying to find my home in the moment: because wherever you are and whatever you do, periods of normalcy and calm must compliment sensory overload. I’ve tried to incorporate comfort and routine into my weekly schedules. I’ve cooked meals in my hostels, and elected other travelers as my friends and family. I’ve tried to balance fun with more meaningful experiences.

A traveler motto....Let the now be your home

A traveler motto

Traveling is just a more intense version of “normal” life. A version where you are once again a child, relearning communication and encountering things for the first time. In this way, it becomes less like a chicken bus and more like The Magic School Bus. Except that you aren’t a child, and you carry with you the lessons you´ve already learned. This allows you to come to conclusions and learn important lessons much faster than if you had stayed on the marked trail. And for these reasons and many more, you’ll realize that your decision to leave behind the safer more conventional path may be one of your most important yet—one which you´ll never regret: one that will change how you see yourself and the world around you. One that will prepare you to make far bigger, much scarier decisions farther down the road.

It’s all of these conflicting emotions that keep me on the road. I have no doubt these past six months have been some of the best, most confusing, most enlightening, and fullest of my life. It’s hard for me to imagine the journey ahead can get any better—however I’m feeling pretty optimistic.

I am, after all, getting the hang of riding on chicken buses.

Why travel?

A few of my favorite quotes on travel mixed with a few of my favorite travel moments from my first four and a half months on the road…

This was way less scary than you might think- in the Amazon

“I can’t think of anything that excites a greater sense of childlike wonder than to be in a country where you are ignorant of almost everything. Suddenly you are five years old again. You can’t read anything, you have only the most rudimentary sense of how things work, you can’t even reliably cross a street without endangering your life. Your whole existence becomes a series of interesting guesses.” – Bill Bryson

jumping near Barichara, Colombia

“I beg young people to travel. If you don’t have a passport, get one. Take a summer, get a backpack and go to Delhi, go to Saigon, go to Bangkok, go to Kenya. Have your mind blown. Eat interesting food. Dig some interesting people. Have an adventure. Be careful. Come back and you’re going to see your country differently, you’re going to see your president differently, no matter who it is. Music, culture, food, water. Your showers will become shorter. You’re going to get a sense of what globalization looks like. It’s not what Tom Friedman writes about; I’m sorry. You’re going to see that global climate change is very real. And that for some people, their day consists of walking 12 miles for four buckets of water. And so there are lessons that you can’t get out of a book that are waiting for you at the other end of that flight. A lot of people—Americans and Europeans—come back and go, Ohhhhh. And the light bulb goes on.”
–Henry Rollins, “Punk Rock World Traveler,” World Hum, November 2, 2011

bridge jumping in Banos, Ecuador

“A man of ordinary talent will always be ordinary, whether he travels or not; but a man of superior talent will go to pieces if he remains forever in the same place.”
— Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

Sandboarding down Cerro Blanco

A person needs at intervals to separate from family and companions and go to new places. One must go without familiars in order to be open to influences, to change. ~ Katharine Butler Hathaway

My last night out in Santa Marta, Colombia

My last night out in Santa Marta, Colombia

“Without new experiences, something inside of us sleeps. The sleeper must awaken.”
– Frank Herbert

In the Amazon

“To travel is to discover that everyone is wrong about other countries.”
— Aldous Huxley

Valle de Coccora, Colombia

“Travel makes one modest, you see what a tiny place you occupy in the world.”
— Gustave Flaubert

Bathing in mud, outside Cartagena, Colombia

One hour of life, crowded to the full with glorious action and filled with noble risks, is worth whole years of those mean observances of paltry decorum.
– Sir Walter Scott

Getting ready to rappel waterfalls in Banos, Ecuador

“Have you ever wanted to be in a movie? Well, traveling full time is the closest thing you can get to being in one. Magical memories will be the norm and you will yearn to relive them the rest of your days. There are thousands of people out there right now; we all have your back. Just do it.”
- Scott Hartbeck, The Shirt Off My Backpack

Inca festival outside Nazca, Peru

“Do me a favor… Stand up, walk to wherever the nearest window is, and just look outside. You may not know this, but there’s an entire planets-worth of summers, friends, sunsets, street lamps, songs, late nights, great films, and night skies waiting for you. Your life is as amazing as you want it to be, but first, you have to let it be that way.”
– Chad Sugg

loving machu picchu

In travel, as in writing, the illusion of a direction is what allows you in fact most comfortably to wander off-course.
-pico iyer

Sailing through San Blas

Why Travel:

  • Because when you leave behind the familiar, you can’t help but be changed by the foreign.
  • Because comfort zones become constricting zones over time.
  • Because the world was meant to be experienced, not imagined.
  • Because you’ll meet people who are different than you. (Are we all the same? Not really, but that’s OK.)
  • Because it will frustrate and annoy you at times, and you’ll be better because of it.
  • Because you are afraid, and it’s always good to make peace with your fears.”– Chris Guillebeau, The Art of Non-Conformity

The First Month Lowdown

OK let me preface this post by saying- a few days ago, while on a 19 hour overnight bus journey, I spent around 3 hours writing a Peru/first month recap. Something went terribly wrong, and for reasons I’d rather not discuss, my post never saved.

This is a touchy subject for me- but I will try my best to rewrite this post, while staying positive.

As I write this, I sit in a fabulous “boutique” hostel in Guayaquil, Ecuador. I mean this place feels like The Ritz (if I knew what that felt like), compared to half the places I stayed in Peru. The hostel or “guesthouse” occupies 3 floors of a building in downtown Guayaquil, overlooking “Malecon,” an expansive stretch of boardwalk along a river, with lovely little parks, statues, fountains, ice cream venders and lookout towers.

My guesthouse has an incredibly chill vibe with cool tile floors, lantern lighting, hammocks, unique Galapagos themed art work, and chaise lounge chairs with throw pillows. I’m sharing a 4-person dorm room with 2 other solo female travellers (both seem very cool); we are treated with fluffy towels (Hallelujah!), free filtered drinking water (first place to offer this in a month), comfy beds and a clean and modern bathroom. The cost of all this? …just $11 :) thank god for cheap thrills.

After my whirlwind of a month in Peru, this place is exactly what I needed.

Let’s recap-

The day by day breakdown:
May 5- Depart Chicago
May 6- Crazy layover in Panama; followed by flight to Lima
May 6-11; explored Lima with friends I made on layover, Anna joined me on the 9th. Ate lots of excellent food.
May 11-12: Took a night bus to Nazca, Hiked and sandboarded down the largest sand dune in the world; visited a local festival, drank wine with a Peruvian family in a lively plaza; hopped the night bus to Cuzco.
May 12-17; Explored Cuzco; visited ruins by horseback, went dancing, wandered the ancient streets.
May 17-20: 5 day/4night spectacular Salkantay trek
May 21: Spent an entire day marvelling at the wonder of the world that is Machu Picchu.
May 22-23: Joined a couple Brazilians and a Norwegian I met on the trek at a quant hilltop hostel overlooking the city; recovered by cooking meals in the hostel kitchen and relaxed by camp fire on the lawn.
May 24: grabbed a 12-hour tour of the Sacred Valley, followed by 10 hour overnight bus journey to Arequipa.
May 25-27: Explored the beautiful streets, parks, and plazas of Arequipa. Ate the exceptional food (and a few of the best desserts I’ve ever consumed). Visited a hopping dance club at 3 PM in the afternoon.
May 28-29; Full day tour of Colca Canon. Saw 9 condors at one time. Incredible. Grabbed a 19-hour night bus to Lima, arriving at 5pm the following day.
May 29-30; stayed the night in Lima (one more phenomenal sandwich at La Lucha), 11 AM flight to Ecuador.

The Numbers-
Hours spent on Buses:
Roughly 70 hours
Number of different beds slept in (over 27 days of travel):
About 20 (this is tricky, because 1-2 nights I barely slept at all, 3 nights were on buses, 4 were in a tent/sleeping bag
Sick Days:
5 days of weird stomach/altitude problems, 4 days with head cold & cough. Nothing too depilating.

Total Cost of about 1 Month in Peru: $1467 (and this includes everything- accommodation & food, tours, treks & gear, laundry & water, Boleto de Touristicos (2 different times at about US$30 each) bus rides, and even my plane ticket to Lima). I anticipate this may be one of my most expensive countries. Not bad. Not bad at all.

Average Total Daily Cost: (excludes plane ticket) around $39

Biggest Expense: Machu Picchu, which I got at a bargain price of $260 (but took out an additional $200 to buy pre trip randoms and to spend along the way). Totally worth every penny and more.

Transportation: Considering all the overnight bus trips we took, we barely broke $100 paying for all of them.

Lodging: I didn’t keep the best track of this–but we rarely spent more than US $7-10 per night on a hostel. My most expensive room in Peru was about $12. We spent the majority of nights in hostel dorms.

Annoyances:

Money= I got all my cash from ATMS; which most commonly dispense in amounts of 50s and more likely 100 sol bills. Almost no vender accepts anything larger than a 20, because nobody EVER has change. This made actually spending money/paying for things very challenging.

Bathroom= There seems be a national shortage of toilet seats in Peru, and a law that says toilet paper must only be available for charge. This wasn’t a huge deal as I have no problem “squatting” and I just got used to carrying around my own TP. But there were several awkward instances where I was caught in the wrong place with no TP, or no toilet at all. Yikes (see: lowest point)

I’ve also had to just squat and pee in some strange places- a woodsy area of Machu Picchu (there are NO bathrooms on the premises- what do they expect), a kitchen sink (haha, again see: lowest point), several bushes, behind a crate at a train station, etc. As they say, when you got to go- you got to go.

I couldn’t live without my:
iPod Touch- True, my travels would be more “pure and authentic” without it (i.e. I’d be more lost), but I’ve gotten so much use out of this little fellow, and it’s been the source of entertainment and resource- I’m not sure what I’d do without it. I can check my email, facebook, bank accounts/finances etc. I can take pictures or video. I can check my location on google maps and find out how far I am from hotspots or my next hostel- and get directions. I used it to use Skype to call my credit card company and tell them I was in a new country, and then to find and get the address to the high rated hostel I now find myself in. I used it to Facetime call my sister in law; in which she used it to show me her growing belly, and some miniature clothes for the baby girl that will soon emerge. I use it right now along with an amazing bluetooth keyboard to type this blog post…In fact, just two seconds ago a british girl walked by and exclaimed in a very British way, “Are you using that keyboard thingy to type on your little iPhone- WOW- Technology these days”

Exoficio Underwear- I have 4 pairs of underwear, I’ve sent out laundry for cleaning twice in nearly 30 days, yet I am never wearing dirty underwear. A miracle, you ask?? Nope- just my Exoficio underwear. Wear it, wash it in the sink, dries perfectly overnight. Rotate, repeat. These bad boys have held up flawlessly, and show no signs of wear and tear. Simply amazing. The same can be said for the 3 merino shirts I own. A miracle fabric from God. I could wear the same shirt for days on end (and I basically have) and they hold absolutely no odor and won’t lose their shape. Smart wool and Icebreaker are my golden brands.

Highest Point:
This is difficult to chose. There have been a few. Finally reaching Machu Picchu at sunrise was tough to beat. It wasn’t just that I had endured four amazing days of walking, climbing, sleeping amongst the mountains, and finally climbing thousands of steps; but it was the realization that after months of saving, working, planning, I felt that I had accomplished something much bigger.

Lowest Point:
Arriving back at my cold, lonely hostel after my 5 day Salkantay hike. I had taken just one shower over the past week, and slept on the cold ground all but one night. I was beyond exhausted, still a little sick, freezing cold and more than a tad grumpy. It was after 1 AM when I arrived and it appeared I was the only one staying at the hostel. I planned on staying for that night and leaving first thing in the morning to meet up with others. All I wanted to do was go to bed, however first I needed to pee like crazy (I had been trying to rehydrate all day) so I headed to the bathroom. For some unknown reason the door was locked (but with no one inside). There was no way I could go to sleep without emptying my bladder first- I very quickly scanned the vicinity for unlocked doors, another bathroom, an unsuspecting plant, empty bottles, etc. I was getting desperate. I saw the dingy kitchen, and then the dingy kitchen sink. It’s not hard to guess what happens next…

Yes, as I stood on the countertop, one foot planted on each side of the sink- squatting, I literally thought to myself, “Lindsay, this is your low point.”

But really, what else was I supposed to do?

Highlights:
FOOD! The amount of joy I’ve received from food in Peru has been immense. I’ve tasted things I’ve never tasted before and will likely never taste again. Anna and I sat in a restaurant in the Barranco neighborhood of Lima, and spent an hour savoring our meals in near silence–I ate a local dish called Aji de Gallina, and hers was a tender beef and bean dish of which I can’t recall the name. Both were indescribably good–creamy yet light, flavorful yet delicate, comforting foods.

I’ve eaten some of the best desserts I’ve ever had–mounds of homemade gelato, impossibly decadent chocolate cakes, moist tres leches tortes, perfect cheesecakes. It’s a good thing I spend most days in constant motion.

I’ve ordered seemingly common foods such as sandwiches or pizza, only to be surprised by new techniques or flavor combinations.

Strangely, I’ve also eaten some of the best sandwiches I’ve ever had–homemade crusty breads, tender meats, creamy cheeses, spicy sauces, avocado, sautéed veggies, onions marinated in lime juice–in some combination–throw them together and you’re guaranteed an out of body eating experience ;) I’m going through a bit of a sandwich obsession.

Don’t get me started on all the fresh squeezed juices and smoothies–available all over and everywhere for dirt cheap.

Scenery-
At times it’s been otherworldly–scary, spectacular mountain roads, rivers and waterfalls, and babbling brooks. Lush, green jungles, impossibly deep canons, impossibly high peaks; stark, sandy desserts as far as the eye can see, ocean views; jagged rocky moon landscapes. All in one country. All in one day. My camera is getting a workout.

People-
Wow have I met some spectacular people. Inspiring people, fun people, fascinating people, highly motivated “super people,” local people, just plain bizarre people; incredibly knowledgable, and incredibly kind people. People from all corners of the globe.

The people you meet while traveling are special. I can’t wait to see who else I stumble on.

What’s next?
The possibilities are endless. I know I will likely continue traveling with Anna until she departs Bogota on June 28.

So what will we do for the next month?

Considerations:
-The Galapagos!?
-An Amazon Excursion
-A stop at the lovely coastal, surfer , hippie hotspot of Montanita
-A few days in Ecuador’s adventure sports mecca- Banos.
-An afternoon at Otavalo- the largest market in South America.
-A few days in the capital city of Quito
-Overland into Columbia stopping in it’s Salsa dancing capital of Cali
-Medellin? Bogota? Cartagena?
-Tour a Columbian coffee plantation
-Relax in a Caribbean beach town

I have a feeling the next month will fly by as quickly as the last.

Packing for an unforeseeably long trip

Even I find the thought perplexing–how exactly does one pack for a trip with no planned ending? How on Earth will I possibly stuff my single carry-on sized backpack with all the clothing, gear and everyday essentials to outfit me as I travel through a plenitude of climates–from Amazonian jungle to arid dessert; from to the cool Andean highlands to the sunny beach; to scorching hot/dry volcanos to cool/damp cloud forests–for upwards to a year.

I figured out pretty early in the process that I’d adapt the old Rick Steve’s/Rolf Potts approach– pack half the crap I think I’ll need and plan for twice the budget–i.e. there are stores in Latin America.

So here’s the lowdown…

ALL OF IT

All of my possessions for the next….?

THE PACK
The process of choosing a pack was similar to that of choosing an apartment. I will be living from it. It will contain all my possessions. That thought alone makes me giddy.

With some research and deliberation behind me, I headed to REI to get my hands on a few packs. I didn’t necessarily need something to trudge through the wilderness or “backpack camp” with, but I wanted something more comfortable & portable then a roller duffle. It needed to be tough and light, practical and carry-on compatible.

Considering that criteria I settled on the Osprey Porter 46, which features a panel-loading opening, lockable zippers & stowaway straps, outer compression straps; weighs in at just 3.5 Ibs, with just the right dimensions for carry-on. A Christmas present REI gift card from my grandparents helped take care of the reasonable $99 price tag.

Osprey Porter 46

My new friend–The Osprey Porter 46

PACKING AIDS
To keep all of my stuff organized:
Packing cubes, for keeping clothing, undies in order & easy to find.
Plastic “envelopes,” for keeping electronics & importants docs safe & dry.

 ELECTRONICS


-Kindle 3G–loaded with fun stuff (I can hardly wait for my first long day of trains, plains & automobiles)
-Bluetooth Keyboard for iPod touch–an incredibly thoughtful gift from my former coworkers at The Colony. Now I can blog from ANYWHERE.
-Camera & iPod chargers & surge protecter
-Cocoon Organizer- to keep cords, chargers, extra batteries & memory cards, USB card reader, earbuds, jump drive, back up ion batteries. Pretty darn cool; not sure how I managed to live without this thing for so long?
-iPod Touch–bought it refurbished; for Wifi; keeping up with emails, skype/facetime with the fam.

TOILETRIES, MEDICAL STUFF, etc.

toothpaste & brush, floss, shampoo & conditioner bars, in foldable shower bag with hook

Neosporin, Allergy meds, probiotics, malaria meds, bandaids, ginger gum,anti diarrheal, pain killers, antibacterial wipes,  motion sickness meds, etc.

Bugspray, earplugs, sunscreen, lotion, kleenex (good as TP too), headbands, contact lens stuff & eyedrops, tweezers, face wash, Chapstick, Downey wrinkle release spray.


CLOTHING

Undergarments –3 bras, 4 pairs underwear, 4 pairs socks (not including the ones I’ll wear), 1 bikini .

1 pair quick-dry grey hiking/everyday pants, 2 leggings, 1 jeans, 1 pair athletic shorts, 1 icebreaker base layer long-sleeved  t-shirt, Wind/Rain jacket (not pictured– khaki cargo pants, wearing on plane). I’ll be on the lookout for a few clothing items, when on the road.

3 tanks, 2 tees, 1 quick-dry reversible Golite dress (not pictured: 1 tank, 1 icebreaker t-shirt, 1 merino pullover, 1 Columbia fleece; wearing on plane)


SHOES

Flip Flops, Keen waterproof low hikers, Keen strappy sandals.


RANDOM ESSENTIALS

Small crossbody bag, small backpack (which I’ll use as my “one personal item” on the plane), money belt.

For a little luxury; and to use in extra dingy hostels…a cocoon sheet.

Travel Towel–in XL; call me spoiled, but I wanted to be able to actually wrap the thing around my body.

Plastic envelope containing important paperwork, photocopies of passport, vaccinations, prescriptions, itineraries, etc.

Also–
-Moon Cup -Hassle free & environmentally friendly (not to overshare or anything).
-Doorstop (for when I want to lock myself in my room, and feel safe).
-Safety whistle (read this).
-Journal & mini moleskin, pens.
- Head lamp.
-Plastic Eddie Bauer spork/knife.
-Universal drain stopper & laundry soap.
-Small waterproof wallet with clip (good ‘ol Bass Proshop).
- Sea Bands (for bus/boat induced nausea).
- 2 pairs eyeglasses, 1 pair sunglasses, lots of contacts.
-Rain cover for pack.
-Eye mask & REI travel neck pillow (along with ear plugs–”luxury” items; sleep aids).
-Reusable water bottle.
-Reusable shopping bag.
-Spanish Phrase book & fun size “Food in Latin America dictionary & guide” (I take my food seriously).
-Business/or “contact” cards.
-Wet Ones.
- 3 random TSA locks for luggage/hostels/etc.
-Point & shoot camera, with super tough case.

And somehow, it all fits just right. Weighs in at 22 lbs…


Missed items that came to mind while writing this article:

-Thank you notes for couch surfing hosts, etc.
- Comb & deodorant (looks like my subconscious wants me to go “dirty-hippie?”)

Am I missing anything? Anything I should cut?

Apartment Love Story

It all started with an ad in the Monroe Times. Followed by a visit and walk-through with the landlord.

From the moment I walked through her doorway–original wood work, 12 ft. ceilings, white washed walls, original light fixtures, lofty skylights streaming sunlight, beautifully finished wood floors, built-ins, ahhhh–I was in love.

I went back to my parents house, sure that I would soon inhabit that work of art overlooking the historical Green County courthouse.

A month later, I was living in that beautiful space. My 1200 sq. ft. haven.

I filled this space with random knick-knacks, garage sale treasures and St. Vinnie’s finds. Somehow it all just worked. And from that moment on, that apartment held a special energy for me–I found it hard to ever be grumpy or sad, when behind her walls.

For the year and 7 months I lived in my “downtown” penthouse, I loved everything about that apartment–I loved the grand master bedroom, complete with chandelier, spacious closet and skylight. I loved the bright, white bathroom; vaulted ceilings, morning sun streaming through–you guessed it–another skylight. I even loved the tiny outdated kitchen with no dishwasher.

Where she lacked in modern amenities she more than made up in old world charm..

It’s never been difficult for me to give an object away–a finished book, an old pair of shoes, scarf or purse. I find dropping a load off at St. Vinny’s hugely therapeutic. The weight of those objects have been lifted from my shoulders, leaving me feeling lighter and freer.

However, when it comes to places; houses, landmarks, neighborhoods, entire cities–I find myself forming strong emotional attachments. Attachments I reflect on weeks, months, sometimes years later. Often my mind wanders to those spots when I’m distracted or in “one of those moods.” …The rustic red house my grandparents lived in when I was a child; the rocky beach near our family cabin on Washington Island; and I have a feeling, soon my mind will wander to the bright & spacious front room of my downtown Monroe Apartment….

Most often, I know my underlying feelings stem from the people and relationships which I’ve attached to the memories of those places–rather than the actual places. However with this apartment, many of my fondest memories involve spending time alone. Reading by the front window, laying in bed on a snowy Saturday watching hulu on my laptop, or trying a new recipe in my kitchen.

You have to leave the city of your comfort and go into the wilderness of your intuition. You can’t get there by bus, only by hard work and risk and by not quite knowing what you’re doing. What you’ll discover will be wonderful. What you’ll discover will be yourself. – Alan Alda

But as “they” say– all good things must come to an end… change is the only constant…bla bla and other crap…

I’m afraid that now, at this point in my life, I just can’t chose comfort and luxury over adventure and experience…Quite simply, it’s time for me to move on.

Farewell old home, it’s definitely not you. It’s me.

“He who is outside his door already has the hardest part of his journey behind him.” — Dutch proverb